sometimes I would like to die because I have nothing to live for#there is only pain and sorrow to loneliness #thoughts
cats. we need to feed the cute bastards.
(also: hug)
in moments like that the despite thing helps me. i'm not the one who blinks first. i didn't go through that much shit to give up while the fucked up assholes live on and party. I will at least stay long enough to see that whole fucked up world go up in flames bevor i logout. i earned that. (the flames are metaphoric) later than, i remember other reasons to stay. but it helps in the bad moments.
also: the cat thing and the hug